i have been feeling super moody every morning for long time.
everyday i was like wake up from a nightmare, a horrifing nightmare.. the first thing comes to my mind was, i m the only one that live in the world... cant help feeling lonely and struggling though there were tons of people around me...
i was forced to make myself exhausted everyday only then i can sleep for more and wouldnt wake up suddenly at the midnight... this is terrible... i have no idea how long do i need to go over this shity things of me... suffered insomnia every night... i wasnt like that used to be.. :(
today played dodgeball... skipped bio, dint go dinner with loves... but i met few new people.. :)
i seriously cant wait to meet more new people, explore more about the world, learn more new things~!!....
ps.. i miss u chew sin yueen... while we were video calling... i missed those days u used to call me mushroom head... i missed those days i used to call u at the midnight, n u sms-ed me despite what time was it... wanna chat with u everyday... (sounds like i have a crush on him... lol) anyways, take care... :)
ciaoz.
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