here am i again.

fine, i think i had to fin this post by now! coz i created it since last night, and then, it's 6.20pm of the other day already... i shifted from coffee bean to AUP to library ssooooomemore..

i did something made april wanna slap me... do feel appreciated that a fren will save me from this situation.. anyways, i knew what i was doing. and this time, i wouldn't regret about anything...

if i were the 'right' person that lead others to find the RIGHT person... i'm still considered 'right', ain't i?... sorta lying to myself... as long as it made me feel happy and released, what's wrong?

Q: what's called 'good friends that have feeling for each other' (according to a guy)
A: he's a totally jerk and scared of responsibility! he doesn't worth any damn from that gril who loves him so deep...

GOOD! irrelavant answer... but i really wanna scold that guy since he... takes relationship as a game.... maybe people just want to stay as 'good friends' sometimes, yet, the more u get, the more u can't let go... if he's not ready to give that girl love and sense of secure and promise to be with her till the day they don't love each other... y was he still doing all this kind of stuff to the girl?... really want to slap that fella to let him know what situation is he staying in...!!

bah............. dont know what the heck im typing right now...
feel sad when he left without saying 'bye'... feel down when we passed by each other but never said anything or even just made an eye contact!..... i knew it's over... however, even towards a stranger, u won't just ignore him right?.. :(

going for dinner alone :(

ps. i want to watch movie, but i have to study for bio quiz tmr!! gaaaaaaah!
y my life can be so unfortune? ><

ciaoz...