mask

everyone is wearing a mask while they r living as human beings. every single mask is unique and different function. mine is to prevent others knowing my sadness. how bout urs? sometimes, i really envy those no need to wear mask ones. they are so sincere till the point that, i have to thicken my mask so that their brightness wont burn me up.

i love my frens. coz they are no longer wearing mask when they r with me :) its just, i doubt, whether my mask too thick and too heavy to remove already... i can't tell which one is the real me, i feel lost. i'm laughing, yet my heart is bleeding. i'm smiling, the widely i smile, the faster my heart is flooded. give me a hug or just stay with me quietly when i'm sitting aside with silent, my dear loves :)

happy weekend again!
due to EARTH HOUR! we off everything in our room, and went to secret recipe, where we thought there would not off their air-cond in order to survive from that one hour. nice talky session :)

there's a kiddy friend who can always make me smile, thank you PANG JIN YING!
there's a adorable friend who can always share my xin shi with, thank you KHOO YEONG HER!
there's a 'sacarstic' friend who can always tell me what to do and support me to, thank you CAREEN WONG!
there's a 'emo' friend who can always listen to my complain no matter how many times i repeat the same topic, thank you APRIL!
there's a 'silly' friend who always worry about me crying alone at night and all she wish is just that I can get over the nightmare, thank you NICOLE TAN YY!
there's a 'unlucky' friend who always seems to lose her stuff or just, simply bad luck. but i love your sayang, thank you JAREN LEE!
and those who can always have fun with! thank you soooooooo much! i love you all!

i like the feeling being hugged from behind, feel so protective and sweet. aww, careen wong, u made me want to have a boyfie before my birthday!! :D

btw, my sixth sense is so accurate that... i think i have potential to be a witch. xD

i disappear from the crowded after being hugged for the very last time. and would never turn back...

ciaoz.