truth is always hurt.

i found out a secret today. a very sorry and sour secret..
secret is secret. dont ask me bout it. u wont get the answer from me.
just let it expose by days.
if u understand me well, u will know.. if not, dont guess though, u will know it somehow.

yesh, i was having a good time with careen wong in secret recipe this night. appreciate our friendship.. though i once thought it was fading.. remember, we r allergic for lala. xD

i think i moved forward abit today.. i think im way over sensitive today.. i think when i was scolding someone, i was releasing my own emotion too... sorry if i upset u.. but i did mean it when i said so...

awwww. i really felt sorry now.. but i dont even have the chance and the right position to apologize!! the depressive feeling is striking me! grrrrr!

wondering what color am if i were transparent..? sparkling yellow? hot red? emo blue? cool black? lol.. i want to ask someone though. the answer only that person will know.

i gave up already. since the day u gave me up...


no no no ... im so desperate for getting a boyfie now~ :( i need a company when i want to go out having a walk at the midnight.. i want someone to listen to my worries and my happiness. i want a person that im willing to take care of him for the rest of my life (hmm. bit over. lol) i want... yes, i want u... the one i will love till the end of the world despite of any difficulties.. mehhhh..

eh, suddenly speechless.. i miss u elcy. i miss u chew s.y. i miss u eugene siew. i miss u who used to stay so close to me yet i can only sit here and wait for whole day in order to chat with them for few lines now. ):


forgive my foul words. too pissed coz weather too hot nowadays :P

ciaoz.