clear.

wtflower wei~ raining everyday, what's ur problem ah?!.. *winks careen*


stuck in college coz the rain for 2 hrs ++... according to me, raining day is emo day.. so ther's no exception that i got emo today.. was sitting outside aup for 2hrs again... benny thought i was waiting for kwok, err, lazy to explain what happened already, so i just shook my head and faked a smile.. then continued my emo-ness..


after an hour like that, Ms.lim passed-by, saw me sitting there alone and emo emo like that.. so she asked me,'' where's ur other half?'' i just shocked and said,'' huh?'' then she said, ''kwok leong la''............. after being silent for 5 secs... i told her we broke up and all those things...


it's so kind of her that she counselled me for FREE.. LOL joking... however, what she told me is really lit up a bulb.


yesh, i should be grateful that ther used to be someone hold my hands and i used to be so caring for him...


we r aiming for different things in our lives, every relationship we also learnt an experience from it... if this person doesnt suit us, it might not be his/her problem.. it might be ours also..


the point is whether we r serving others while we r into this relationship as long as we thought it worths...


it's not only bout couple, it can be related to friendship, family or even, just to a stranger...

be happy, be shining, u will be more and more awesome when u smile.. u will get to that point that not u go to look for somone, its they come n look for u. so.. take it easy.. :)

be appreciated.. be thankful... coz everytime, u learnt, and then, u grew up.. :)





btw, happy birthdy NICHOLAS TAN~! lol... u r finally legal~!! enjoy ur life and.. yesh, we miss u~!! faster get ur ass back here~!! XD





ps: me n jin ying kept thinking bout wher's chew's flight flying over... we miss u, faster online la~!!





12-01-10


the way that we r treating other is just right, i still can call u, kacau u, bully u( though i thought u bully me more ): ) as ms.lim said, we started as frens, so we ended as frens. luckily we r still frens. grateful bout that.. :)


benny asked me whether im waiting for u that time, actually i wanna say 'yes'... haha, got someone to wait for, it's such a sweet and joyful thing... it just, i wont wait for u anymore..


take care.. dont let ur illness brought u to hell.. i will still care bout u, as a fren.. :)





ciaoz...