miss

sitting outside AUP when ther was raining..
everything was around me just turn out to silent while i was deep inside my memories.
chew is flying off tonight, 10.45.. im so going to miss him... miss a guy who knows me very well, who tells me to appreciate what i have, and, sharing his emo time with me..
the rain today, reminded me of that tuesday, raining day also, and i was standing outside aup, emo-ing alone, he came out and said, '' woi, emo ah?. all black 1.. haha. come in la, dont emo la''...
ther will still have the same person standing ther while she is emo, its just, whether ther will be the same person that come out and tell her not to emo? *sigh*
and i remembered that, his right knee, he always tried his best in sports though he got injury. last time while i was watching he playing captainball, i felt like fainting when he suddenly felt down on ground just because his leg was cramp.
while he's eating, he's always the most quiet one among his group. people talk, people laugh, but no matter what they do, he just keep silent or just make a smile... like to be with him, coz it's the most chilly time that i can ever have...
cant call him when i cant fall asleep at the midnight anymore... i lost 2 person that i can call at the midnight in 1 month... the 1st one is kwok, the 2nd one is chew.
take care chew, i will miss u. make sure u will be alive till that day we r meeting up in US! LOL

11-01-10
i duno how i felt bout u today... however, i wanna get back to u...
im letting go while im hoping that ther will be one day that u think we have that chance to get back together...
missing chew makes me miss u more... suddenly, i feel so weak....
maybe, i still love u....


ciao.